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Mon, Sep. 22nd, 2003, 11:01 pm

death to live journal.
I will only be posting in here out of complete boredom. reach me at xanga or melodramatic.
(check xanga first, that will be my major means of transport for my life)
my cell number is 3106292084 for all of you that i haven't been able to really talk to. (I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS! Keep in TOUCH!)

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=xXSOrrow_is_malignaNTXx
http://www.melodramatic.com/users/insipidreality

Sat, Sep. 6th, 2003, 11:44 pm

ghetto people
Circle I Limbo

people with trucker hats and sunglasses on the back of thier head
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

guys who wear girl pants
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

ignorant goths who don't know what they are rebelling against
Circle IV Rolling Weights

mobs of tiny asian people
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

superficial girls/guys
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

teenagers who think they are in love
Circle VII Burning Sands

immature little brats who believe they are too mature for everyone
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

hypocrits who realize thier hypocracy and decide to go on doing their actions
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Wed, Aug. 6th, 2003, 08:26 pm
I'm bored so i stole this essay

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: jerame joel barriga
-- Birth date: auggy 4, 1985 (just past)
-- Birthplace: san pedro?
-- Current Location: anehiem (sp) TAKE ME BACK TO CARSON!! PLEASE, GOD.. i can't sleep without the sweet sound of gunshots and women screaming
-- University: elco
-- Eye Color: light brown? (i'm not sure never looked)
-- Hair Color: dark brown, soon to have pink
-- Height: five eleven (i think)
-- Righty or Lefty: lefty, you know what they say about lefties, right? me niether.
-- Zodiac Sign: leo

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: dog eater filipino, raping (no not rapping) spaniards, and portugese (sp.)
-- The shoes you wore today: i didn't wear any
-- Your weakness: funyens (sp, i never checked the spelling, ahh, but they are delicious)
-- Your fears: myself, commitment, moving on and forgetting my roots
-- Your perfect pizza: fat crust, not to thick to over power the thick sauce, all-american abused cheese and pepperoni.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: being a better person

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: ...
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Thank you God for another day, let your will be done in my life today.
-- Your best physical feature: my curvacious love handles
-- Your bedtime: sadly @ 12am, the funny part is i get home around 2-3am
-- Your most missed memory: does that make any sense? i can't miss a memory because if i could remember it, it wouldn't be missed.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: i was a coke guy, i like pepsi since Sean crushed it in my head
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds, ahh the sweet aroma of the blair witch fries
-- Single or group dates: i don't like dates
-- Adidas or Nike: aren't we getting a little superficial now?
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i don't care
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: frap.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: i use to, i would encourage not to.
-- Cuss: stopped a long time ago
-- Sing: all the time for no reason, i think its like a "twitch"
-- Take a shower everyday: i try to, but usually i don't have enough time in one day so i take 2 showers the next
-- Have a crush(es): i guess
-- Do you think you've been in love: with God yes and i still am, with my signifigant other i think not. that is a really strong word.
-- Want to go to college: i don't want to go but i am.
-- Like(d) high school: ehh, it was ok. i had some memories.
-- Want to get married: would love to.
-- do you believe in yourself: i am proud to say no
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're attractive: i don't think so
-- Think you're a health freak: haha, i am to fat for that kind of question
-- Get along with your parent(s): for the most part yes.
-- Like thunderstorms: i melt, they remind me of horror films, mmmmm.
-- Play an instrument: guitar, bass, piano, a little drums, banjo, drum machine, mixer, and keyboard (for most of them i am pretty good at but guitar is something i'm best at)

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: not that i know of
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: midol ( i had a headache. . .)
-- Had Sex: nope, not in a couple years actually.
-- Made Out: nope
-- Gone on a date: thank God, no
-- Gone to the mall?: umm, yes to drop pick-up my signifigant other up and to drop off some lunch.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no, thats sad that people can actually do that. they leave this nasty residue in your mouth afterwards
-- Eaten sushi: SPUSHI! (spam + sushi = SP-USHI)
-- Been on stage: i don't think so
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: no, but i adore them.
-- Gone skinny dipping: haha, i would love to, but no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: nah uhh ( is that how you would spell "no"?)

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: a long time ago
-- If so, was it mixed company: yeah
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: sadly yes
-- Been caught "doing something": haha, yes, GELLING LIKE A FELON!
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up: yeah, by HUGE kienan on my berfday
-- Shoplifted: no
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no, i hate people that do that. . . love yourself for who you are, unless your ***** (hahah, just kidding)

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: between 24-27
-- Numbers and Names of Children: zero or two; haylie, skylar, dextar (generally hippie names)
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: umm. . . black, crimson and purple in a stained glass, stone cathedral
-- How do you want to die: umm. . . a long elaborate drawn out torture or a painfully long sickness
-- Where you want to go to college grad school: not grad school bro. San Francisco Arts, or UCla ( the real one)
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a teacher
-- What country would you most like to visit: some small village in russia east of berlin and/or some nice romantic placing in europe

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color?: glassy natural
-- Best hair color?: although nessa has different color hair, i like generally anything natural
-- Short or long hair: short and to the point
-- height: tall
-- Best weight: haha, for all of these i generally don't care, we should love a person for what's inside. skinny ( hahah just kidding )
-- Best articles of clothing: conservative
-- Best first date location: . . . i don't care

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: a lot more then i remember
-- people i trust with my life: 4
-- Number of CDs that I own: some guy i don't know to well has my cd's
-- Number of piercings: none
-- Number of tattoos: zilch
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: none
-- Number of scars on my body: thousands, sadly enough mainly from myself
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: i regret nothing i am so happy i went through hell to learn about heaven.

Wed, Aug. 6th, 2003, 08:02 pm

I am so bored with nothing to do.

My birthday was actually really strange, for the first time in years it wasn't just about crying and hearing mom screaming at myself or my brothers it was actually a fun time with my friends, just relaxing and talking in the lieing room until the wee hours of the MOURNing ( a little corney "morbid" humor. HEY SHUT-UP ITS MY POST AND I COULD DO WHAT I WANT TO!) anyways, it was strange because i am one who hates birthdays, i look at it as a down point in my life.

I feel disconected with everyone this summer, all thats "going on" and all of the "events" before our freshman college return. This break has been a long refreshing one. I NEED A CAR!! SOMEONE ANYONE PICK ME UP!!

I want to start working at structure i think i'm going to apply as soon as possible. It just sounds fun to be able to dress nice to work, and it seems like an awesome environment.

I love you guys good luck in college.
-Jerame

Tue, Jul. 29th, 2003, 03:08 pm

HAPPY BERFDAY COLE and ANNAH!

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2003, 02:25 pm

Hey there party people,

I'm sorry i have been out of the "loop" for a while and missed outr on some of the action. Sorry sean for missing the pool party and sorry KEVIN for missing the dance party. It sounded like tons of fun. I really do miss you guys. But now my license is suspended for a month due to this jerk who side-swipped me and myself getting the blame and the fault. GRR, its all gravy though God has me in His plans. But yeah so Kristelle has been looking for me my number is (714)533-1322 just gimmy a call. I have been trying to look at everyones journals just to keep up with the times. Someone please call me for new info (310)629-2084 thats my moms cell i usually have it though. I really love you guys and miss you. WE ALL MUST STAY IN TOUCH (in a non-stalker kinda way)

Sun, Jul. 13th, 2003, 10:52 pm

I miss everyone. PLEASE SOMEONE INVITE ME SOMEWHERE!! ANYWHERE!

Fri, Jul. 4th, 2003, 12:50 am
late entry

i know its kinda late and everything..but

HAPPY BERFDAY SEANOTHAN!!


and I NEED TO KNOW WHEN COLES NEXT SHOW IS!!!

Sat, Jun. 21st, 2003, 12:46 pm

zaoenjehovah
Magic Number13
JobLeader of the Free World
PersonalitySlacker
TemperamentAll Bark, No Bite
SexualIf I Have To
Likely To WinA Nobel Prize
Me - In A WordWhirlwind
Colour
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Mon, Jun. 16th, 2003, 09:40 pm

Hey people what is up..i'm updating just to update..i miss this domain so i decided to return.

A lot of things have been going on. But please don't let me bore you with my senseless idol rambling. But i am going to miss all of my friends. I mean really although we all grew up, you guys are my roots! ESPECAILLY SHERYL SEAN AND GENA! (bringing it back old school) i love you guys. WE MUST STAY IN CONTACT if it takes tatooing each others numbers on our eyelids!!

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